Ijay, listened to the rain pounding on the roof while Becky snuggled up against her, an arm around her breast. In that moment and for some odd reason ijay felt right to have Becky in her arms who was still fast asleep. Ijay lost in thoughts wondered if this was “IT”. Becky adjusted herself still locked in Ijay’s arms, with that movement ijay pecked her forehead and Becky opened her eyes lazily with a smile~ that smile that says i know exactly where i am and with whom she was with and knew what had taken place. “Becky I don’t know what to call this but nothing has ever felt more right to me in a really long time” Ijay whispered to Becky as she stroked her hair down to her cheeks. Becky held on tight to Ijay sniffing her “I love you Ijay, i love you so much”
“shhhhhhh” Ijay took her lips with hers in a kiss that sealed the strange feeling~ the strange attraction~ the strange love and again they tore at each other. Ijay didn’t let Becky out of her sight and Becky loved every second of it, they had the most awesome weekend being locked up and away from everyone and everything. The weekend ended so soon and it was back to the real world..
“Trust me Angel ‘m not..”
“Wow” Angel muttered
“Think about it, but for now I think you should head back to your hostel. By the way when are you two moving in?” a smile crept across her lips.
“What have I gotten myself into” Angel said to herself as she sat at the edge of the bed her face buried in her hands ignoring jay’s question. What she considered now was not how it had happened~ because she remembers that part vividly well now but how she was going to deal with it. Part of her wanted more of that; she just couldn’t help herself even though she tried to fight that slight annoying feeling, the other part feared loosing Pam whom she loved beyond words.
“I think I’m done for now.” Jenny said ” and I think you should leave now before Pam…..”
“Yea I know” Angel replied, wiping her face with the back of her hand.
“Angel” jay whispered walking towards her, “if you don’t want to…..”
“No, it’s okay,” Angel replied quickly. Taking a deep breath she stood up straight and closed the distance between them. “Jenny,” Angel said tentatively “I love Pam deeply, and I will do anything you want me to do to save my relationship, if satisfying your desires is what it takes, so be it but you have to promise me, no matter what happens you won’t spill.”
“I pledge” Jay quickly replied with a grin.
It became really difficult for Ijay seeing Becky and having to act like they were strangers. Ijay had found someone that made her forget about every hurt~every heart ache~ every fear and she just couldn’t stand Becky being around Lynda. What was she going to do? How was she gonna tell Lynda she had fallen for Becky. Ijay got out of the cab lost in thoughts and dragged herself into the house. It had been a long day at work and she managed to get off work earlier than usual; all she needed was to get out of her work clothes and get in bed. Ijay opened the door and was shocked by what welcomed her. “WT…”
Pam stared at the flowers she got Angel, there were where she left them the night before still wrapped in paper right on her night table. She reached out and gently touched the petals on the ones nearest her, letting her gaze fall on the framed picture of her Angel kept on the same night table. “Where could she possibly have spent the night” Pam asked herself. “OK!, I guess the right thing to do at this moment is to chill and make myself available, and wait for her return”. She said aloud. Pam missed her terribly, here she was rushing back to school with a bunch of flowers and some chocolates to meet her absence. She had tried her digits a number of times and it wasn’t reachable. Her eyes turned and met Angel’s birthday photograph on the wall. That gorgeous, immaculate smile, her penetrating eyes~ she was so in love with her.
Lynda was in bed with Becky! Well she was not seeing Lynda anymore but Becky? She quickly pushed the look of shock aside and quickly muttered “I’m sorry i interrupted”. Ijay faked a yawn while she dropped her bag then went into the bathroom. She sat there and couldn’t just believe what she saw; so Becky and Lynda have been an item? Bitch! Bitch! Bitch! she thought to herself as she hit her head continuously trying to snap out from the reality of what she just found out. The door to the bathroom opened and it was Lynda “Ijay I’m so sorry about what you saw didn’t expect you home so early”. Ijay forced a side smile, “its fine Lynda but you guys should lock the door next time, I can only imagine how awkward Becky feels right now” with that said she walked past Lynda. Becky was seated on the bed but couldn’t look up at Ijay ….
Angel decided the best thing to say or do would be nothing. Still, she felt guilt over what had happened. Angel muttered an oath under her breath as she opened Jay’s room door, shutting the door behind. She turned around and there stood Ella staring at her with a mischievous wicked grin and a camera….
To b continued….
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